P2 Alters, MKUltra and Supersoldier Tech By Tim Tony Stark Rifat

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Interesting perceptions, and experiences, shared by Tim Tony Stark Rifat,

At 0;50: Alters and 'Baby-personalities': "love me", I want to be loved, I want money, I want success, I want to be worshipped, want to be a child, want to be a parent, to fit into society',

Trauma's, induced or 'coincidental'; painful experiences, induced or 'coincidental'--> Alter personality.

zero- energy, assemblage point..

The 'trap': feeling of 'superiority', observing the 'baby-personalities',( 23;37)

Some introspective: do feel related in some way;('traumatized', 'painful' experiences) though I wonder if I 've ever had a 'baby- personality', (though memories are mostly flawed.)
'Loner' from the start, I guess.

Not a direct 'superiority' feeling, but in my (e.g. telepathic or in thoughts) primary reaction to perceived superiority or self- importance of others: sometimes 'loath', or disgust, which in reality seems to come down to the same.

If you speak of zero energy, assemblage point, 'balance', ( no self- importance): what driving force or 'motivation' is left? This seems a contradiction.

( Personally; compassion, still, I guess)

'Altered Energy'

Some weeks ago, and more recently I had two experiences that caught my attention and were very outspoken.

I guess everyone is acquainted with the phenomenons where you talk e.g. with someone, normally with whom you feel some sort of connection, on the phone, or in person; who has  a  typical way of talking; intonation, rhythm etc, and later you  find yourself using the same intonation, even expressions etc., or you're not aware of it but someone tells you.


 It's what I notice sometimes with other persons; I have the idea that I'm not so much affected by these kind of influences where you 'automatically', subconsciously 'imitate' in a notable way, but I could be wrong.

(it can be a conscious psychological 'tactic' just as well: imitating ,or mirroring...)


My experiences with the 'Mindhacker', were of this nature, that I felt expressions on my face, that were not mine, very clearly, but probably his. Movements of my hands , emotions etc. etc.

This now is mostly past tense, and I'm happy about that.

Some weeks ago, my husband and I went to a surgeon in the hospital, for a check-up after an operation. I had this 'notion', that this surgeon, a woman, was a 'strong personality', in a way, and elegant.

It had been a bit of a complicated operation, and we thanked her.

Early in the evening,  I was organizing somewhat my desk ; blank minded , when suddenly I felt something strange; it was for some moments, a minute perhaps, as if I became this woman,  in my movements etc. , it's difficult to explain, and I don't know how this happened. I had this idea that she was maybe thinking of me, and as a result, I thought of her at the same moment. Mere speculation, I know.

For some weeks I moved, temporarily, to the place I'm right now, staying with a relative. (This relative cannot live alone anymore because of physical conditions.)
A sibling had lived with him for some time. She has a very 'active' and 'present' personality, or 'energy' just as well. For some urgent circumstances, she had to go back home.

For 2 days I was under the 'influence' of her 'energy' in the house; feeling energetic etc. ; totally opposite to my 'energy', not myself ( I even felt the strong urge to drink sherry, which she likes), it was a bit similar to the former described experience, though the surgeon I had only seen twice.

When you think about it, it's a bit creepy; because there seems no 'escape' to this influence e.g. 'over-distance', it just happens, without me wanting it , on the contrary; though I suppose I could resist this, if I would trie.