A FEW OCCURRENCES THAT HAPPENED TO ME ABOUT A WEEK AGO, I SHARED ALREADY ON TWITTER, BUT I WANT TO REPEAT THEM ON THIS BLOGPOST, WITH AN ADDITION.
11-10-2020 , LAST SUNDAY , MY PARTNER AND I PASSED THE DAY WITH A CLOSE RELATIVE IN THE VILLAGE WHERE I WAS BORN AND LIVED DURING MY YOUTH, AS USUAL ( AS 'CARETAKERS')
I WENT ON MY BIKE TO THE LOCAL SUPERMARKET TO DO SOME GROCERY SHOPPING. ( I FELT PERFECTLY FINE)
THE SUPERMARKET WASN'T CROWDED , AND THERE WAS ONE FAIRLY YOUNG MAN, STANDING AT THE END OF A ROW WITH PRODUCTS, LOOKING EXPLICITLY AT ME, IN THE EYES, AND SMILING VERY FRIENDLY , HE HAD 'KIND EYES'.
I HAD NEVER SEEN THIS MAN BEFORE, BUT (AUTOMATICALLY) I SMILED BACK.
A SHORT TIME AFTER THIS, IN THE ROW HEADING TO THE PAY DESK; I FELT THIS SLIGHT PAIN IN MY BACK WITH BREATHING AND THE NEXT MOMENT IT FELT AS IF MY LUNGS WERE 'BLOCKED'; NO AIR; TIGHTNESS ON CHEST: SO I THOUGHT: I CAN LEAVE THE SHOPPING -CART RIGHT HERE AND FLEE OUTSIDE, OR I TRY TO BREATH VERY CALM AND SUPERFICIALLY THROUGH MY NOSE AND MAKE IT PAST THE PAY DESK.
AS I WAS NEAR THE PAY DESK AND THERE WAS ONLY ONE PERSON IN THE LINE , I DECIDED FOR THE LATTER, AND I SAW THAT THIS MAN , WHO HAD LOOKED AND SMILED IN THIS FRIENDLY WAY CAME NEXT, BEHIND ME.
(WHEN IT WAS HIS TURN, THE CASHIER SAID THAT HE SHOULD HAVE TAKEN A MANDATORY SHOPPING CART, WHICH HE HADN'T, BUT HE DIDN'T UNDERSTAND WHAT SHE SAID, I SUPPOSE BECAUSE OF THE LANGUAGE. I LEFT THE SHOP, VERY HAPPY TO BE OUTSIDE, THOUGH THE TIGHTNESS ON MY CHEST STAYED FOR MANY HOURS.)
( A COUPLE OF DAYS BEFORE I HAD LIVED A SIMILAR EXPERIENCE , REGARDING THE TIGHTNESS AND THE SENSATION OF 'GETTING NO AIR': FROM ONE MOMENT TO THE NEXT , OCCURRING IN IKEA, WHILE, AGAIN, I HAD BEEN FINE BEFORE)
TODAY, AT THIS VILLAGE, I ASKED MY PARTNER TO COME WITH ME; I HADN'T TOLD HIM ABOUT THIS MAN IN THE SUPERMARKET BEFORE, SO , AT THE HOUSE , BEFORE GOING OUT, I TOLD HIM, AND I ASKED HIM TO COME WITH ME TO THIS SUPERMARKET, JUST IN CASE I WOULD EXPERIENCE THE SAME PHYSICAL NASTY PHENOMENA.
( THE DAY BEFORE I HAD ASKED MY PARTNER TO DO THE SHOPPING TODAY, BUT I CHANGED MY MIND, I DON'T WANT TO STAY IN THE HOUSE, WORRIED THAT SOMETHING SIMILAR WOULD HAPPEN AGAIN).
WE WERE BOTH INSIDE THE SUPERMARKET; HE WENT FOR SOME PRODUCTS AND I SEARCHED FOR SOME OTHER ONES. NOTHING 'HAPPENED', FORTUNATELY.
I KNOW THIS MAN THAT SUNDAY HAD SOMETHING TO DO WITH WHAT HAPPENED THAT DAY, (HE KNOWS I KNOW AS WELL)
ONLY A FEW, WHEN THEY READ THIS, WILL HAVE SOME IDEA., OR KNOW WHAT ( POSSIBLY) HAPPENED.
( I ALWAYS REMEMBER THE WORDS, MENTALLY OVER- DISTANCE COMMUNICATED BY THE FORMER 'MINDHACKER'; THIS GOES FAR BEYOND YOUR IMAGINATION)
SOME LINKS OF FORMER BLOGS I WANT TO REPEAT HERE:
https://marleendingenouts.blogspot.com/2020_08_07_archive.html
AND:
https://marleendingenouts.blogspot.com/2020_08_20_archive.html
NOTE: SOME, ÍF THEY READ THIS, WILL DEFINITELY THINK I'M TOTALLY NUTS, WHICH , UNFORTUNATELY, I'M NOT (TOTALLY).
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